A Mystery, Or Is It?

Love is not a mystery
Nor should it be branded so.

Time on time the wheel churns
And I have yet to find my guy
Yet do I lose faith?
I am a man of faith
Raised that way.

Love is not a thing
Which merely happens.
It involves an effort
Of which I am not yet capable.
It would take more of me
Than I am ready to give.

To love, truly and fully —
That I cannot yet do.
I want to — really, I do.
But this Benji isn’t yet ready.
I’m sorry; I wish
I wish it were otherwise.
Yet again, I’m a failure.

~ by Benji on 17 SunAmerica/Los_Angeles2014-07-20T09:31:02-07:00America/Los_Angeles07bAmerica/Los_AngelesSun, 20 Jul 2014 09:31:02 -0700 2017.

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