Among setting up an interview with my favorite artist, politics, the changing leaves, the cooler air, Arsenal, Dexter/Homeland/Downton (and hush @ SJWhipp, yes I’m going to be watching the British version, but I swear not to spill anything), the return of basketball, training for my first 5K, I feel actually happy. Like extremely happy, which is an emotion I’m unaccustomed to and don’t really know what to do with. I’ve been miserable for so long, had the pleasure (sarcastic) of being hospitalized twice this past summer following suicide attempts, but it’s weird. Not only don’t I want to die anymore, I have renewed energy to put toward living. I’d say it’s discomfiting only if were looking out my window at maples and oaks releasing fire into the heavens or a sky that’s so cloudlessly blue it seems impossible. I enjoy this shit again people!

~ by Benji on October 6, 2012.

2 Responses to “Autumn”

  1. Glad to hear about your renewed energy! Also glad you gave me the link to Downton Abbey. After reading too many spoilers, I decided that I couldn’t wait any longer to watch. But I will definitely be rewatching the whole season on PBS come January and I know I will DVR it, too.


    • hahaha I have every intention of watching it on PBS as well, because why not more Downton? But yeah, I already watch enough TV via streams, so why wait when so many of my Twitter pals are in the UK (Arsenal, y’know) and risking seeing a spoiler. Glad you got me into Downton in the first place!


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